I saw him ride over seven streams, over waters wide and grey;
I saw him walk in empty lands, until he passed away
Into the shadows of the North. I saw him then no more.
The North Wind may have heard the horn of the son of Denethor.YES PLEASE. I love me some Sean Bean but like. The LOTR series? V. white. The humans on screen had little to no color variation amongst them. Looking at that series now, years and years and LOTS of love later? I probably would have enjoyed it just as much with some more diversity.
Sebastian’s ET interview: A summary
Hes not used to it down. All the Wakandan kids keep it up in braids all the time.
As someone who keeps their hair up constantly, this. So much this if I leave it down even for a few hours. (Granted, I keep mine up because it’s to my knees and left loose it’s a disaster waiting to happen. I still keep pushing it back when it’s loose because it’s weird and difficult and what the heck am I supposed to do with loose hair?)
Tell me about your Star Trek OCs.
*sees this cross their dash via @guljerry* Oooh. An excuse to babble about everyone.
“A sculptor of new truths.” Sounds fascinating! Are these stories you wrote?
Most of them are actually titles of AUs, though not all of them have more than one story at the moment.
Children of the Order is an AU where the primary story has the working title The Butcher, and there’s also a short – When All Others Sleep. Currently the main story is stuck approximately end of s1/beginning of s2 in terms of where things are when compared to canon.
Burning Bridges is an AU born from a title prompt, and not quite what I originally outlined. Primary story so far is Transformation (on AO3), with Aerit and Julian after his genetic resequencing is outed, and things go differently, and there’s also this story snippet with Nadya and Damar, post-Dominion War, and some drabbles. I’d have to do rewatching from the episode where the genetic resequencing is revealed to figure out what I’m doing next.
A Galaxy Away From Home is a crossover AU which has a series of shorts, with one more part still sitting on my hard drive, and hasn’t been added to in longer than the rest.
And the story which is me playing with a post-canon set of survivors in Lakarian City has a working title of Rebuilding, and currently isn’t posted anywhere.
(And all of it is currently on hold until I finish my current rewatch of Voyager, and also until I finish a commissioned story, and then I’m going back to DS9 and poking at either Children of the Order – specifically the next part of The Butcher – or Burning Bridges – namely figuring out what’s going on with Julian as the Dominion War begins.)
HAH! *grabs post and runs around in circles holding it up triumphantly* I FOUND IT!
Now I just need to figure out the next 5k worth of hilarity.
Tell me about your Star Trek OCs.
*sees this cross their dash via @guljerry* Oooh. An excuse to babble about everyone.
Mm. Where to start.
Eka Ke
An OC from an original species, specifically written for A Galaxy Away From Home. Ne/nir/nem pronouns because four-gendered species, who follows Garak when Garak escapes from the being who thought xir owned him. (And then followed him when Garak went into a zone interdicted by Eka’s species, and effectively got nirself exiled because Eka was curious about Garak’s ability to lie and get away with it.)
Every other OC is Cardassian, so far. Most of them Obsidian Order or relatives of those in the Obsidian Order because of what I’ve been writing them in.
Nadya Gennel
A field operative only a little older than Garak, who has a penchant for long-term assignments, and following up on interesting bits of information independently. No interest in a spouse, and has an adopted son, which makes her something of an oddity.
In Children of the Order, her adopted son is a teenage Julian Bashir who she first met when his parents took him to Adigeon Prime for genetic resequencing. (Sometimes she thinks it might have been a mistake to take a long-term assignment to Earth after that netted her a son and little else, but on the other hand, Julian’s been an exemplary field operative following in her footsteps, so she’s really quite proud of him.)
Any other AU she shows up in, her son is Jakel, who is 8 at the end of the Dominion War, and I haven’t decided yet if he’s one of the war orphans left on Bajor and adopted at some point after the Occupation, or is a mixed Cardassian-Bajoran infant she adopted just at the end of the Occupation.
She lives in Lakarian City, and because I stubbornly headcanon that no matter what they want to claim, the Dominion did not succeed at killing everyone in Lakarian City, she’s one of the survivors. Even if she did lose most of her family who’d not moved elsewhere on Cardassia.
Salen Gennel
Nadya’s mother, and the doctor who Julian joins – and eventually takes over from – in Burning Bridges. I haven’t actually done anything to develop her in Children of the Order, and in the only other story I have in progress, she’s one of the dead in Lakarian City, as she never made it out of the hospital she works in (or runs).
Aerit Milar
An Obsidian Order surgeon, who tends to call herself a sculptor of new truths. She is justifiably proud of her skills, and is willing to accept favors as payment for doing work.
She lives in Lakarian City, though she wasn’t born there, and though when the Obsidian Order was officially dissolved, she took up a job as an archivist – officially – she’s never bothered to stop doing what she does best. I still haven’t figured out what she owes Garak that she does the work on Julian in Burning Bridges.
I also tend to headcanon her as the surgeon who Damar sends Dukat to for altering Dukat’s features so he appears Bajoran. What exactly the transaction was that allowed that to happen, I have no idea, but she’s annoyed that her work was used thoughtlessly and carelessly, found out, and as far as she’s concerned, utterly wasted.
In Children of the Order, she’s Julian’s primary physician, as well as the surgeon who has altered him multiple times. She’s mostly proud of him for his ability to readily adapt to whatever truth she’s been instructed to craft for him, and only mildly annoyed he was found out by the Bajorans and the Federation, since it wasn’t carelessness on his part.
The rest of my Trek OCs aren’t very developed yet, though eventually. I’ve a good half dozen I’m poking at for a post-canon story that only tangentially involves canon characters. Because I can, and because it’s worth exploring what happens when the only survivors of the destruction of Lakarian City (as Nadya puts it “a place of leisure, religious fanatics, and retired Obsidian Order families”) are those retired and not-so-retired Obsidian Order operatives and their families, and that because paranoia and building for that paranoia.
Basically it exposes the American innocence, that we want to do these things in the world, but we’re not really willing to take the consequences of our actions, and sometimes we have to do very dirty things, and we have to hurt people, and we pretend that that doesn’t exist, that Americans would never do that. We dealt with issues like that and I don’t think… you know… the other shows really went as far as we did.
What They Don’t Tell You
•Even after you cut someone toxic/abusive out of your life, they drain you
•They get to walk away and pretend like it didn’t happen, while you’re left to pick up the pieces
•Sometimes they’ll play victim, try to garner all the sympathy and attention even though you know they have no right
•Sometimes they’ll take a fake high road, accuse you of lying and say they did nothing wrong, that you hurt them, and pretend that they’re better
•Some won’t take no for an answer
•They’ll do anything to put the blame on you. To make you seem like the villain or the monster
•Most will hurt someone again. And the hardest part is accepting that it won’t be your fault
•You’ll feel a void in your life where they were. You might miss them. That’s normal.
•You have to relearn so many things. What actual healthy love/friendships/relationships are
•You need to learn to trust again, to see the world as more then its darkness
•You’ll think you’re faking it sometimes. Even if others believe you, the what if will always creep up
•You need support. No one can do this alone
•Healing isn’t linear. It has its ups and its downs. Some vary day to day
•Just because you have a bad day doesn’t mean you’re regressing
•Everyone heals differently, but there will always be a scar
•Somethings may never be the same for you, somethings will trigger you. And that’s ok
•Nothing you did caused this. You didn’t deserve it. You didn’t do anything. THEY chose to hurt YOU.
•Some abusers might have loved you, and it’s hard to accept that. Remember that this is toxic, unhealthy love
•You don’t have to forgive them. But you also don’t have to never forgive. Whatever helps you heal is what you need to do
•You may lose more people then just the one. Whether it’s people who support them, won’t support you, people you now see differently, etc. That’s ok
•You get to choose whose in your life
You only have so much emotional energy each day. Don’t fight battles that don’t matter.
We Don’t Do That Here
> The college I attended was small and very LGBT friendly. One day someone came to visit and used the word “gay” as a pejorative, as was common in the early 2000s. A current student looked at the visitor and flatly said, “we don’t do that here.” The guest started getting defensive and explaining that they weren’t homophobic and didn’t mean anything by it. The student replied, “I’m sure that’s true, but all you need to know is we don’t do that here.” The interaction ended at that point, and everyone moved on to different topics. “We don’t do that here” was a polite but firm way to educate the newcomer about our culture. […]
> It turns out talking about diversity, inclusion, and even just basic civil behavior can be controversial in technical spaces. I don’t think it should be, but I don’t get to make the rules. When I’m able I’d much rather spend the time to educate someone about diversity and inclusion issues and see if I can change how they see the world a bit. But I don’t always have the time and energy to do that. And sometimes, even if I did have the time, the person involved doesn’t want to be educated.
> This is when I pull out “we don’t do that here.” It is a conversation ender. If you are the newcomer and someone who has been around a long time says “we don’t do that here”, it is hard to argue. This sentence doesn’t push my morality on anyone. If they want to do whatever it is elsewhere, I’m not telling them not to. I’m just cluing them into the local culture and values. If I deliver this sentence well it carries no more emotional weight than saying, “in Japan, people drive on the left.” “We don’t do that here” should be a statement of fact and nothing more. It clearly and concisely sets a boundary, and also makes it easy to disengage with any possible rebuttals.
> Me: “You are standing in that person’s personal space. We don’t do that here.”
> Them: “But I was trying to be nice.”
> Me: “Awesome, but we don’t stand so close to people here.”> Them: Tells an off-color joke.
> Me: “We don’t do that here.”
> Them: “But I was trying to be funny.”
> Me (shrugging): “That isn’t relevant. We don’t do that here.”I really really do want to endorse this. Making a person’s behavior about capital-M Morality is a great way to get people to dig in their feet and escalate situations. By going “Hey, that behavior doesn’t fit in this context.” it removes a ton of the resentment and toxicity on both sides of the interaction.