Abandoned work, though I may clean it up for posting on AO3 later, as it makes for an interesting reread for me.
Word Count: 3421
Characters: Spike, Angel, Romana
Warnings: implied drugging-via-magic without consent
Romana leaned against the retaining wall of the roof, tilting her face into the wind off the ocean, watching the sun set over the water. Waiting until the last possible moment to go inside, footsteps light as she descended to the opulently decorated room that had been her home for the last… well, she’d lost track of the years. It didn’t matter how long she was here, alone and isolated. The last of the Time Lords, locking herself in her tower, allowing only a few to see her, those who all but worshipped her.
Her feet sunk into the thick carpet as she padded across to the door that guarded her private sanctuary, heavy and well-warded. Unlocked only at her touch, at her desire. Solitude assured by those she’d bargained with when she fell, for some small measure of the technology she could command. A gift of time that allowed them to rebuild and restaff the tower she called her home.
She curled up a corner of her mouth in a wry smile, shaking off the thought as she rested her hand on the door handle. Composing herself before stepping out into a sitting room, as lushly furnished as her sanctuary, her gaze flicking around the room to search for any visitors before heading for the table laid out with a light meal. Grateful for the continued solitude, though there was always the chance they’d send someone up before she returned to her room.
Angel hasn’t been on this floor before. There’s a lot of Wolfram and Hart he has yet to see, and he’s been filling the empty hours of the night by wandering the halls. It would, of course, be a more peaceful experience were he not accompanied most of the time by the ridiculous ghost of Spike, who is currently singing ‘Henry the Eighth’ loudly – and off-key. Angel really wishes his irritating descendant were corporeal, if only so that he could administer the ass-kicking Spike so richly deserves.
“I’m–”
“Spike! Stop. Singing. Or I swear I will have you banished to – I don’t know where, but it will be very boring!” he threat of boredom is enough to earn him a bit of silence from his most irritating childe, but only a bit.
“Oi. Prat.”
“What, Spike?”
“That door. It’s never been there before.”
“You’ve been up here?” Angel sighs. Of course Spike has been up here. He has nothing but time on his ghostly hands, and nowhere else to go.
“Duh, to coin a phrase.” Spike rolls his eyes. Angel really wishes he could hit the bastard, but he settles for opening the door.
The fork was halfway to her mouth when the outer door opened, and Romana raised an eyebrow as she set it back down, folding her hands in her lap. The man who came through the door wasn’t anyone she’d seen before, and she waited patiently for him to introduce himself, and tell her why he had come to her. What her allies wanted now, that they had to send someone new.
“Who are you?” Angel demands bluntly. Wolfram and Hart has surprised him unpleasantly more than once with the things that lurk in the endless hallways. He’s not interested in being surprised again. Except – he can practically feel Spike rolling his eyes behind him. He steps through Angel – which Angel *hates*, and Spike *knows this*. Spike’s Victorian upbringing asserts itself at the most unexpected – and inopportune – times.
“Excuse the tosser,” he says easily. "He’s nothing but a jumped-up Irish peasant.“
"You English bastard – ” Angel starts, but Spike is still talking.
“That’s Angelus, Grand High Poombahz of Wolfram and Hart. For now. I’m Spike, former vampire, now a ghost. Which sucks, by the way. You are?”
Romana smiled at Spike, nodding her head at the introduction. It appeared she hadn’t been in contact in some time, if they’d changed the man in charge of her tower. Though she was a bit surprised they’d put a dead man in charge.
“Romanadvoratrelundar.” Her voice was soft, rusty with disuse. “What did you come to ask of me, Spike and Angelus?”
“It was kind of a hostile takeover,” Spike says. Angel cuts in.
“I want to know what you’re doing here, and who – and what – you are. Two heartbeats – means you’re not human.”
Spike, to Angel’s disgust, looks delighted.
“Did you say *two*?” He grins. Angel itches to smack the expression off of his smug English face. "She’s a Time Lord.“
Romana raised her eyebrows, sitting up straighter. It had been so long since she’d heard anyone refer to Time Lords, since anyone recognized what she was. Instead of thinking of her as a goddess, calling her a goddess. The demand from Angelus merely earned him a frown.
"You don’t know who I am?” Still soft-voiced, through a little steadier, more certain. “Did you not learn from the Wolf, the Ram, and the Hart? They built this tower for me.”
“If so, they built it for their own purposes,” Angel says flatly. Spike rolls his eyes again. Angel, for the thousandth time, wishes he could just stake the bastard.
“Wolfram and Hart never did anything that wasn’t fuelled by self-interest,” he says airily. Angel hates him all over again, not just for his personality – which is obnoxious enough – but for his English manners and easy grace, even when he’s pretending to be less than he was while mortal. "How in hell did a Time Lord end up in Wolfram and Hart’s menagerie? The Doctor would never have submitted to it, and his TARDIS wouldn’t have let him even had he been willing.“
"The Doctor?” Romana pushed her chair away from the table, stepping toward Spike, frowning darkly at him. “The Doctor is dead. They’re all dead, all the Time Lords. How do you know what I am?”
She ignored the assertation that her allies had built the tower for their own purposes. It was what always happened. It didn’t matter, so long as she had her tower, her sanctuary. Her solitude where she could keep the company of her ship, visited only by those who should think of her of a goddess.
“Where is Nathan? Why have you not been told who I am?”
“The Doctor’s not dead,” Spike says, “or he wasn’t in 1996, anyway. He thinks he’s the last one too, though. And I know what he is because he took me for a ride in that police box of his.”
“Spike.” Angel is trying very hard to stay calm. "What is a Time Lord?“
"Alien,” Spike says casually. They’ve got two hearts, and the ability to travel about in time and space, so long as they’ve got a TARDIS.“ Forestalling Angel’s next question, he says, "It’s a spaceship. Stands for…time and relative dimensions in space, or something like that. The Doctor’s looks like a police box, for some reason, but it’s bigger on the inside.”
Angel is, if anything, more confused by the answer than he was before.
“How do you know about them?”
“The Doctor took me on a trip with him. Well, several trips, actually. Brought me back to the moment I left, but we were out there for a good while.
It’s typical. Angel spends five hundred years in hell; Spike gets to go gallivanting around the universe with an alien, doing god-knows what. He sighs.
"As for Nathan…” He shrugs. "I’m not sure what happened to him. No one even told me you were up here, much less who and what you are.“
Romana’s frown deepened, her eyes narrowing as she looks closer at Spike. Trying to decide if he could be trusted enough to reach out. To see if she could touch the Doctor’s mind, if he really were still alive. Shaking her head after a moment, not willing to risk the pain of the yawning emptiness that she’d found when she’d first woken.
"It doesn’t matter. The Doctor is just one.” She turned away from Spike, looking over at Angel. Watching him for a moment, her head tilted to one side. “Nathan came before you did. Before this tower was built. There was another tower here, the same save for my sanctuary here. They call me a goddess.”
“Do you call yourself a goddess?” Spike asks. There’s a hard edge to his voice that Angel agrees with entirely. Glory and Jasmine had done far too much damage for either of them to be fond of anything claiming divinity.
She laughed quietly, shaking her head. “I call myself Lady Romana.” There was no point to calling herself anything else, not in the privacy of her sanctuary. She accepted what they called her, though, never tried to change their minds. Content to let them see her as what they wished, at least in the past. “What would you call me?”
“A Time Lord, assuming Spike’s not making things up,” Angel says. Spike grins at her appreciatively.
“I’d call you beautiful,” he says, “and if you’re anything like the Doctor, bloody terrifying as well.”
Angel narrows his eyes. Spike’s never been afraid of anything in his life, and he has a thing for beautiful, terrifying women. Fortunately, he’s incorporeal. It may mean that Angel can’t hit him – but it also means that Spike can’t really hit on Romana, not and accompany his words with anything, at any rate.
“Spike, you’re a pig,” Angel says. Spike pointedly ignores him.
“Why do you have a name when the Doctor doesn’t?” he asks instead.
“He has a name.” Romana shrugged, sliding a glance at Spike again, curious a moment before she looked back to Angel. “I am a Time Lord, he’s not making up that much. About the Doctor, I don’t know. I haven’t heard any of my people since they died. All of them, gone from my head, even the Doctor.”
She turned away, settling back at the table, toying with her fork a moment as she looked down at her meal. “Sit with me awhile. Tell me what has happened in the outer world since this tower was built on the ashes of the old.”
“When was that?” Angel asks, sitting down reluctantly, while Spike does the same with considerably more alacrity.
“And what would you like us to call you, luv?” he asks.
Romana frowned at Angel’s question, trying to remember how long it had been since she’d shut herself into her tower. She’d lost so much time to her drifting, curled up in her sanctuary. “I.. don’t remember.” She pressed her fingers to her temples, forcing herself to focus on her sense of time, creeping back along her timeline toward the boundary between her old life, and her solitude here. Trying to remember, and forgetting there was another question asked.
“D’you remember what year it was?” Spike’s tone is surprisingly gentle. Angel can’t help remembering that the other vampire had been absolutely mad for half a year or more, tormented by the First. He hates remembering that Spike has a soul; sometimes he even forgets, when his childe is being particularly obnoxious – and then he does something like this. Of course, Spike has always been a strange sort of vampire. His love for both Drusilla and Buffy had been deep and genuine, as had his love for Dawn, albeit a different sort of love. He’d even had human friends before being either souled or chipped, though not many – and he’d never eaten any of them.
“Year?” Romana looked over at Spike, tilting her head. “No. I never asked. It’s been so long…” She trailed off, still trying to remember. “There was another building, not a tower. They built the tower on its ashes. Ashes and blood.”
She remembered the blood, the way it trickled between her fingers as someone poured it over her hands. Not all of it, that she knew, but she couldn’t entirely remember what had been done with it.
“Well, it’s the twenty-first century now,” Spike tells her. "The last hundred years alone have been pretty bloody intense, if you’ll forgive the pun. Two world wars, three if you count the Cold War, the fall of the British Empire, lots of averted apocalypses…“ He sketches the history of the twentieth century for her, voice softer than usual. Angel tunes him out, listening to the sound of his voice rather than his words, wondering if maybe Spike will spend more time up here rather than down in his office driving him insane. Spike’s thing for beautiful, terrifying women is even more marked if they’re vulnerable, and there’s something terribly vulnerable about Romana – deep loneliness, and a sense that she’s very lost.
"And the Master’s foolishness, and alien invasions the Doctor averted,” Romana said softly, those memories, at least, clear and bright. Better than those of the last… however long it’s been. “I used to travel with him, and I remember his stories of his adventures.” She looked at Spike again, smiling slightly. “I remember before I came here. Before the Time Lords died, before I was alone.”
“You’re not alone,” Spike assures her. "The Doctor’s alive. I might even be able to get in touch with him – rather, Jack Harkness might, and I can get hold of Jack, anyway. And I’ll keep you company even if Jack can’t get hold of him right away. I’m pretty good company, and I’ve had some adventures of my own, some of them with the Doctor, even.“
"Spike,” Angel growls, “you’re not to inflict your presence on Lady Romana unless she actually wants you here. It’s bad enough that you drive me insane.” He wants Spike gone, but he’s not going to fob him off onto anyone else. The look of contempt on Spike’s face says volumes, and he turns back to Romana, giving Angel the two-fingered salute before he does.
“Excuse the peasantry,” he says, traces of his living accent colouring his words. "Vampire ghost or no, I wouldn’t be so uncouth as to come where I am not welcome.“
"You do it to me all the time!” Angel says hotly.
“Because you’re an arse, and I don’t care what you think, much less want.”
Romana frowned at Angel for his command to Spike. “You cannot control who is allowed into my tower, Angelus.” Her voice was sharp, an undertone of command giving it a steel that had been absent before. “Only those for whom I provided time may do so. And only I may say who may or may not enter these apartments. My sanctuary.”
“Your home, your rules,” Angel acquiesces, “but it’s not Angelus. It’s *Angel*,” that vampire says. Spike rolls his eyes.
“He used to be Angelus, back before he got his soul. Doesn’t like being reminded of the bad old days. New person, new name. I, on the other hand, am still Spike, soul or no soul.”
“Unfortunately,” Angel says, sotto voce. Spike, of course, hears him perfectly.
“Just ignore him,” the smaller vampire says. "He thinks he’s the boss of everything, even me.
“Because I *made you*,” Angel tells him.
“No, Dru made me. You just taught me. Big difference, Peaches.”
“It doesn’t matter what your name is, only that you are here on my sufferance.” Romana watched him for a moment longer, before dismissing him with a shrug of her shoulders. Spike intrigued her far more than Angel, and she focused on the transparent form of Spike instead. “You said you’ve traveled with the Doctor. What did he look like?”
“Dark haired bloke, kinda skinny. Sharp suit. Not half-bad looking, actually. About my…well, about the age I look, anyway. "He’s absolutely mad, of course, but I quite liked him, even if he wouldn’t let me eat anyone while I was with him.” He scowls. "The sod. Anyway, he mentioned companions, a blonde girl and Jack Harkness. And he swore the TARDIS wasn’t always a police box, but that it had gotten stuck that way somehow.“
The description wasn’t that of a regeneration she was familiar with, and Romana sat up in her chair a bit more. It could be a regeneration beyond those she knew of. A chance that Spike was right, that she wasn’t alone. "I don’t know who this Jack is, or who his other companion might have been. He has had many over his lives, and more than one have been blond.” She paused, barely daring to hope that Spike was right. “You said you could contact him?”
“Jack?” Spike looks wistful. "I can call him. Can’t go see him; I’m trapped in this sodding building. It’s a shame, too. Torturous, even, having to see Jack without being able to touch him. Can’t guarantee he knows where the Doctor is, but he’ll know better than we do.“ He looks calm, but there’s a hint of melancholy despair in his voice when he speaks that makes Angel wince. "Don’t suppose there’s any way you could fix this”?“ He waves a hand through the table, sounding like a man who already knows the answer will be negative. "It’d be a lot easier to convince Jack in person than over the phone. He’s running Torchwood right now, and he’s got all sorts of things and people crawling out of the Rift over there and trying to wreak havoc on a scale Dru and I might have equaled once or twice.”
“The Rift? And what’s Torchwood?” Angel demands.
“Torchwood’s classified,” Spike says smugly. "The Rift is sort of a temporal and spatial Hellmouth.“
Romana tilts her head, her gaze sharpening as she studies Spike a moment. "I’ve never tried to make an energy being corporeal before. I don’t know how to do it, but I doubt it’s impossible.” She pauses, a bit of a smile curling her lips. “Nothing’s impossible.”
She taps her fingers against the table for a long moment, thinking. Her mind clearer than it has been in a long time. “I couldn’t do it out here. This is not the right place.” Her TARDIS would be more ideal for trying to find a solution for how to make Spike corporeal, instead of energy.
“You really think you could?” There’s a dreadful hope in Spike’s voice, and an undercurrent of fear that makes Angel’s stomach twist. If she fails, Spike will be crushed. "Can we do it now?“ the other vampire continues. "It’s –being stuck like this is the worst thing I’ve ever been through. And I’m a hundred year old vampire who’s killed two slayers, staved off multiple apocalypses, and been tortured by a hellgod.” He’s practically shaking with anticipation and fear and desire, and Angel realizes for the first time just how much effort Spike is putting into not losing it completely. "I’ll do anything for you if you do,“ his childe continues. "I’ll find the Doctor anyway, but you get my body back, and I’ll owe you anything you want.”
That sort of promise is one she’s heard before, familiar in the requests of those who come seeking a goddess. Romana watches Spike for another long moment before she stands, moving across the carpet toward the inner door of her sanctum. She glances back at the two vampires.
“You may leave, Angelus. Now.” Her expression is full of the natural arrogance of her species, an arrogance she’s forgotten, despite the adoration of those who have come to her before. Replaced by a different sort of arrogance, more artificial in nature, that of a living goddess.
“Come, Spike. If there is some way I can do this, it cannot be done here.” She turns away, the door of her private sanctuary opening under her touch, revealing a glimpse of her room, and the wardrobe that her TARDIS appeared to be. Waiting for them to do as she had commanded, standing on the threshold between the rooms.
Angel is torn. He wants to stay, partly because he wants to punch Spike as soon as he’s able to, partly because – though he’d rather die than admit it even to himself – he really does care about what happens to his idiot childe. He looks at Romana.
“If you hurt him,” he says flatly, “I will figure out a way to kill you. And – if it won’t work, for god’s sake, tell him as soon as you find out. Don’t play with his hopes.”
“Oh, Peaches, you do care,” Spike says in falsetto, then sobers. "Thanks, Angel.“ As he leaves, he can hear Spike telling Romana, "He really hates being called Angelus, you know.”