An older snippet, mostly because while going through things to deal with them, this made me giggle. I may or may not finish this and clean it up for AO3. Have to decide what to do with the other story in the AU first.
AU: Emily: Wild Child
Word Count: 2918
Characters: Victor Creed | Sabretooth, Michael Westen
Warnings: Violence, medical torture, hallucinations
Victor figures he owes Michael Westen a rescue. Or a clean death.
The first sign Michael has that something is about to change is the sudden plunge into darkness. In the – month? months? he’s no longer sure – but in all of that time, since he first woke up in this white, sterile cell, the lights have burned constantly. Darkness is a sign, darkness means change, and Michael gets to his feet, putting his back against the wall next to his cell door.
They don’t call it a cell, of course. Officially, he’s here voluntarily, on assignment for the government he’s served all of his adult life. The reality is something else again. They haven’t broken him, but only because they’re not trying. Not one of the doctors or nurses or silent orderlies – all the staff is clearly military, but Michael’s own background couldn’t matter less to them – has once looked at him, once spoken to him (save to issue commands); has once given him any indication that they see him as a fellow human being. No one has told him what they’re trying to do to him, either.
Instead, it’s been one injection after another, some that send his mind chasing around in surreal circles, some that leave him unable to move but wide awake, others that plunge him into exitless dreams. Some of them don’t seem to do anything at all. One of them has shut down the part of his mind that lets him reach past normal human boundaries, keeps him trapped in his own skin. The cumulative effect leaves him unsure as to how much of what he sees is reality. He knows, though, in the same way that he knows he’s no longer entirely sane, that he’s not imagining the darkness.
He waits next to the door for it to open, letting his eyes adjust to the blackness and ignoring Larry, who’s painting vivid pictures of what he can do to them all, once he gets out. He knows Larry isn’t real, because he can see him despite the darkness, but he wishes it were otherwise. He’s in the mood to kill people, and Larry has always been very good at helping him with that.
Victor moves through the pitch-dark corridors with the ease and confidence he hasn’t had since he was last in a facility like this. He normally wouldn’t bother with a mutant who got caught up in this, but the information he’s gotten on Michael means he won’t leave him here. No matter that Victor will never really have a chance to see his niece unless she’s away from the X-Men, she’s still family, and he owes Michael for that.
That Michael is a former spy, and a good operative doesn’t hurt – Victor could use a steady partner with what he does, rather than a series of temporary ones, including the current one. She’d have been temporary anyway, as much as she still hates him and who he worked for when they first met.
Pushing open the door to the cell the computer provided as the one Michael’s in, Victor waits in the hallway. “Hope they haven’t wrecked your mind entirely yet, Weston. Takes more time than it’s worth to get it back from this.”
Being addressed by name is as unexpected as the darkness had been. The voice is vaguely familiar, but Michael doesn’t think it belongs to any of the men and women who have been his tormentors since his arrival.
“It’s a trap,” Larry says, but Larry never trusts anyone, even when he is real. Michael ignores him.
“Who’s out there?” he calls. Only then does it occur to him that they might not be real either. He reaches a cautious hand out to check that the door is actually open. It is, which is no guarantee that the speaker is real, but does seem to suggest as much.
Chuckling, Victor grins even though he knows Michael can’t see it in the dark. “The cavalry, Weston. Do you want out or not?” If Weston is too far gone to want to leave, he’ll let them finish dissecting his mind at their leisure while he gets the hell out of Dodge. No way is he sticking around for them to rip his mind apart again.
“Of course I want out of here.” Michael flips Larry the bird and steps out of the cell. It’s too dark for him to see more than the vague outlines of things, which also would suggest that the self-appointed cavalry is real. He could see Larry just fine, even in the dark, and suspects that he still could, if he looked back into the cell.
“I’m afraid they didn’t provide me with a floor plan, so you’ll have to lead.” He’s almost afraid to reach out, afraid he’ll reach right through the shape in front of him, but the shoulder under his hand is reassuringly solid. "I don’t suppose you brought an extra gun?“ He’s still head-blind, his extra senses shut down so effectively he’s not sure they’re even still there.
"I don’t use guns much anymore.” Victor shrugs, not trying to dislodge the hand on his shoulder, before reaching to the holster with the weapon he had brought with him. “Figment thought you’d appreciate this, though. Don’t know what she made up for you, just that it works.” He assumes it works, as everything else she’s made works. Much to his annoyance sometimes. “Point and pull the trigger. She says she made it impossible to point at yourself by accident.”
Having a weapon in his hand settles some of the worst of Michael’s unease, even if he isn’t entirely sure what to expect when he fires it. The slight edge of calm that it provides lets him pull his scattered thoughts back into some semblance of order, and his rescuer’s comment about guns finally allows him to place the voice.
“Creed?” Only training keeps him from stopping in his tracks out of sheer surprise. Victor Creed is one of the last people on earth that Michael would have expected to find risking his own liberty for anyone else’s, much less for someone he’d done one op with almost fifteen years ago. "What the hell are you doing here? And don’t say rescuing me; you know what I’m asking.“
Victor snorts, grinning again in the dark. "Jimmy’s girl.” It’s all the answer he’s going to give Michael on that score until he knows just how far they got on making him into a nice little puppet. Or, the more likely outcome as far as he’s concerned, into a mindless, violent idiot. And nevermind if they think they’ve improved their technique. “Don’t point that thing at me, either. Figment doesn’t much like me, and I don’t want to know if that toy she made for you can kill me.”
Larry has apparently decided to stay behind in the cell, much to Michael’s relief. “I’m drugged and a little crazy, not brain damaged. I haven’t forgotten basic weapons safety.” There’s a note in Victor’s voice that *really* makes Michael want to shoot someone else with it, though, just to see what it does. "Who’s Figment?“
"Girl Styker wanted back in the seventies. Still hates me. Makes things with her mind.” Given the plans and what something’s supposed to do – nevermind if it’s beyond current technology or not – and she can create anything. It’s one of the reasons he went to her for toys for this mission. “Gave me what I needed to get you out.” Mostly so he’d stop harassing her, but he’s not bothered about how he gets what he needs.
“And just what is his charity – and hers – going to cost you?”
Michael turns sharply, but it’s just his dad, long dead and still running his mouth. Michael turns back around and keeps going. He hadn’t heard his dad coming up behind them, which makes sense but is still unsettling. He’ll be glad when the drugs wear off, and the worst of the hallucinations subside.
“Shut up,” he mutters, hopefully too quietly for Victor to hear. "Go crawl back into that bottle you liked so much.“ His dad scowls at him, but vanishes. Michael smiles in grim satisfaction. Louder, he asks, "How sure are you that it won’t explode when I pull the trigger?”
“What she makes works. If she made it for you, it isn’t going to explode.” If she’d made it for Victor, it wouldn’t even have come into the building with him, as he’s pretty certain it would in that case. Figment might let him bully her into making things sometimes, but it doesn’t mean he can trust anything he can’t be sure is to be used by or on the behalf of someone else. “Who’s supposed to crawl back into a bottle?”
“You have unpleasantly sharp ears,” Michael says. In the darkness next to him, the mass grave he and Sam had stumbled across in Kosovo yawns threateningly, then flickers closed again. Closing his eyes only makes the visions more intense, if this is the same thing they’ve been giving him, so he keeps them open. Besides, he won’t be able to see, if they ever find the exit. Despite Victor’s shoulder, still solid and real under his hand, he’s beginning to wonder if maybe he isn’t imagining all of this, isn’t walking in circles in his cell with his eyes closed, talking to himself. The idea is appalling enough that he answers Victor’s question, just to reassure himself that it isn’t real. "No one. I’ve – they’ve been pumping me full of drugs. It makes for some pretty vivid hallucinations.“
"I remember those.” They hadn’t lasted very long, but then, with Victor, nothing they did lasted very long except the damage they did to his mind. Apparently it takes a bloody long time for brain damage to heal – and some of it never heals at all. There are gaps in his memory that he’s pretty sure are due to physical damage rather than chemical damage. “They try cutting your head open yet?”
Michael shudders. "Not yet. Not physically, anyway. They used the pharmacy instead. Filled my head with all kinds of shadows.“ He realizes abruptly that he sounds less than sane, and runs his next sentence carefully through his head before speaking. "I can tell, most of the time, what’s real and what isn’t.” Though now that he’s no longer in the sterile sameness of the rooms, he’s not sure whether or not that’s going to hold true. It’s easy to know whether or not you’re hallucinating when nothing else ever changes.
Victor nods, turning down the corridor that’s their way out. “That’s when you’d have needed an executioner instead of cavalry. Watch out for bodies.” There were a couple guards that got in his way. Someone’s going to have to possess a strong stomach to clean these halls later.
“I’m just glad they stuck with the drugs.” Michael can see faint light now, and it makes his throat tighten, his eyes prickle with relief. His voice is a little rough when he adds, “I don’t knit back together as easily as you do.”
“Only know three people who do.” With two of them related, and the third having their genetics spliced into his, it really makes him think it’s not a mutation that’ll come up in others. Not a bad thing, between the crazy that’s Wade, the half-wild nature of Jimmy’s girl, and his own and Jimmy’s broken minds and violent instincts. Even if he and Jimmy took two different approaches to the whole mess.
“Which makes it a good thing that they were so careful. Physically, anyway.” The first breath of fresh air from the outside world seems to go all the way to Michael’s bones. When he realizes that his grip has tightened on Creed’s shoulder, he makes himself let go. There’s a lurching moment of disorientation, and the awful feeling that he’s somehow insubstantial, that he’ll blow away like so much dust when the breeze hits him, but he clenches his teeth and forces himself to ignore it. "What happens now? This wasn’t some rogue group playing games. I received orders to report here, which means that they’ll be looking for me. And for you, since you got me out.“ His mouth tightens unhappily. "As much as I hate to admit it, I’m in no fit state – I’m still doped to the gills, and god knows what else they’ve done to me. If you want to split up, I need to find someone else to watch my back before we do.”
“Not done yet.” Victor herds Michael toward a sports car that’s parked a few hundred feet from the door they’ve just come out of. “They have to figure out you’re not dead before they can look for you.”
There’s something to be said about the fact Figment liked to lob explosives at him. Victor fishes a remote out of his pocket as he slides into the driver’s seat of the car, starting the engine before he flicks the switch on the remote. There’s a rumble from the compound as he accelerates away, cursing at the roar that grows out of that rumble, and the shock wave he knows will be coming. Next time he buys his explosives on the black market like any sane mercenary.
The explosion rattles Michael’s teeth in his skull, and makes his ears ring with sudden, sharp pain. When he puts his hands to them, the right one is bleeding a little bit. He doesn’t even try to fight the laughter that rises up from his chest. If it sounds a little insane, so be it.
“Tell me they’re all dead,” he says, ignoring the little voice that tells him he shouldn’t be so dreadfully eager for confirmation.
“Her devices work.” Sometime better than she bothers to warn him, but they work. Which is why he doesn’t always do something sane, and buy from arms dealers who don’t want him dead. Or maybe it’s just what the government did to his mind when they cut his head open and sliced into his brain, making him pull stunts like trusting Figment not to attempt to kill him this time, or Wade to shut the hell up on a job. “It’ll take weeks or months before they can confirm your body’s not in your cell.”
Michael’s first thought is of the damage he can do in those weeks, before they find him and take him down. It’s not a sane thought, or one he’d have had before. The question is whether it was inspired by the psychological damage they’d inflicted on him, or something else. Until he finds out what they pumped into his system, and what it was designed to do, he’ll have to be even more self-controlled than usual. And God only knows what will happen when the drugs keeping his mutation in check wear off. He bleeds emotion when he can’t keep his shields up, and until he’s a little more sane, that has the potential to be a very bad thing.
“Would she be able to make something that would tell me what’s in my bloodstream? Or do you know a doctor I can trust to do the same?”
“Haven’t trusted doctors in a long time.” He hadn’t even really trusted the one who’d fished him out of the bay after the mess with Magneto, and patched his mind back together. “Might know one who’d have an idea how to help fix you, though. After we pay a little visit to Figment.”
“I don’t need help, so much as an idea of what to expect,” Michael says tightly. The laughter from the back seat is anything but reassuring, and his glance over his shoulder is reflexive rather than deliberate. The FSB agent sitting there has been dead for almost five years now, but the bullet hole in his forehead doesn’t seem to be inconveniencing him very much. Michael snarls a curse at him in Russian and faces forward again.
“They want a perfectly controllable mutant soldier.” Victor shrugs. “Started with Wade, and his mind’s more broken than mine was. Fucked with my head. Now you. All they do is make you crazy and forget they can’t actually control you.”
“Crazy can take all kinds of shapes,” Michael points out. "If I’m going to spend the rest of my life seeing ghosts, I’d like to know ahead of time.“ He ignores Nikolai, who’s pointing out in Russian that he’s always been a little less than stable. "Is this doctor any good?”
“Patched my mind back together after a decade of being shattered beyond my own ability to heal.” Could put Jimmy’s mind back together, he expects, if Jimmy would ever bother to trust him for five minutes and meet the doctor. “Good enough.”
Michael nods. Victor’s a lot saner now than he was the last time they’d encountered one another. It’s almost as if they’ve switched, an idea that makes Michael laugh briefly. When he glances in the rearview mirror, Nikolai isn’t gone, but he is dead again, which is at least a step in the right direction.
“We’re going to see Figment now?” he asks. That makes him want to laugh again, but he doesn’t. He’s already seeing figments of his imagination; the name is just kind of ironic. "I never got to use the weapon she made for me.“
"Figment first, doctor later. Further to drive to get to the doctor than to Figment.”