In the Good/Bad Ideas department

morgynleri:

morgynleri-Today at 12:14 AM

(… and now my brain has decided that Micheletto and Bucky would get along very well, and probably share therapists. facepalms I do NOT need more plot bunnies.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:14 AM

(After all, ‘veterans shattered by three billion years of war’ is sort of his gauge of what’s ‘dificult’ in a patient.)
(Dooo eeeeet. )
(Laila wants to punch Tony Stark in the face just because it would be badass.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:15 AM

(Tony Stark sometimes deserves being punched in the face.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:15 AM

(So it all works out!)
(Also if Tony tries to hit on Lucrezia out of habit and she’s just. No. Buddy. You do not fuck with her ship.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:17 AM

(If Tony tries to hit on Lucrezia, there’s even odds that she’ll either take him up on it for a one-night stand just for the sheer hell of it, invite him to share a bed with her and Cesare, or let Cesare tell him in incruciating detail why hitting on Lucrezia is a Very Bad Idea.)
(And depending on what Tony has or has not figured out about them, that could be all sorts of entertaining.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:18 AM

(Like, the threesome thing would be a thing he says yes to on principle.)
(But also Laila has a dragons sense of Honor and Loyalty.)
(Micheletto, Cesare, and Lucrezia offered her shelter when she was hunted by those she should have no reason to fear. She was forcibly altered by an alien device, infused with said alien device and placed in a position where she has to figure out how to end an intergalactic war, she has a decentralized conciousness for fucks sakes. The fact that they took her in and offered her haven? Very soon they will have her loyalty.)
(And when they have that? The world could burn at their whim.)
(Also how old was Micheletto when he was doing all that?)

morgynleri-Today at 12:23 AM

(Somewhere in the vicinity of 28, I think, when he took up service with Cesare. 31 when Lucrezia was 17. Give or take a year, since he has less certainty of when his birth happened than Cesare or Lucrezia.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:24 AM

(Meeps. I was expecting like 22-24. Okay that explains some things.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:26 AM

(Yeah. Micheletto reads to me as considerably older than the Borgia siblings. I don’t know if the show meant for him to be, or if the RL person/people he was based on were that much separated in age from Cesare, but. shrugs)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:26 AM

(Huh, makes sense though. They DO need a keeper.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:27 AM

(SO MUCH. Gods. Without a keeper, they’d probably have gotten themselves killed.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:27 AM

(I just don’t think that giving him the responsibility of an elder sibling like that was smart on the part of the Pope, without backup he’s just.)
(Laila IS a robot and has more dynamic expressions than he does XD. She wants to poke him to make him giggle and just PERSON for a bit instead of robot at everyone. )

morgynleri-Today at 12:30 AM

(Micheletto chose to take it on, and works for Cesare from the time Cesare recruits him in the kitchen of Cardinal Orsini’s palace when Orsini had hired Micheletto to poison the newly-elected Pope and Cesare both. And getting Micheletto to the point he expresses emotions like a human person… I’m not sure what that’s going to take, because the closest the man has come is when he was handed the baby by Lucrezia, and he was visibly startled for a split second, and when he found a bed partner he found in Milan had followed him to Rome, and he decided to keep him.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:35 AM

(Nawwww.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:37 AM

(Said bed partner was an enemy spy, and ended up dead once Micheletto found out, or so indicate the summaries for the last three episodes.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:38 AM

(Noooooo why do you do this to him you people are MEAN he deserves nice things.)
(Also he’s not allowed to be around Bucky for any length of time unsupervised because trading notes would turn into making out and while pretty, would be a disaster to everyone but Lucrezia.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:40 AM

(giggles Either making out or a body count.)
(Or both.)
(Because, yeah, Bucky is definitely Micheletto’s type.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:44 AM

(Death from on high?)
(Or big doe eyes and scruffy hair and strong shoulders?)
(Ohshit.)
(Hawkeye ships it.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:46 AM

(Tall, dark hair, athletic. Not as curly as Micheletto’s usual bed partners, but still. And Clint would so ship it.)


…. I do not need more plot bunnies. I don’t. I. *thumps head on desk* Fuck.

Someone tell me it’s a bad idea to have the immortal* gay pet assassin meet the traumatized mind-fucked assassin who is probably a little less immortal? Or to let Tony Stark anywhere near either Lucrezia or Cesare Borgia, much less both?

*Because I can. And because it’s fun to play with functional immortality.

Morning reblog because it was very late last night when I posted this.

In the Good/Bad Ideas department

morgynleri-Today at 12:14 AM

(… and now my brain has decided that Micheletto and Bucky would get along very well, and probably share therapists. facepalms I do NOT need more plot bunnies.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:14 AM

(After all, ‘veterans shattered by three billion years of war’ is sort of his gauge of what’s ‘dificult’ in a patient.)
(Dooo eeeeet. )
(Laila wants to punch Tony Stark in the face just because it would be badass.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:15 AM

(Tony Stark sometimes deserves being punched in the face.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:15 AM

(So it all works out!)
(Also if Tony tries to hit on Lucrezia out of habit and she’s just. No. Buddy. You do not fuck with her ship.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:17 AM

(If Tony tries to hit on Lucrezia, there’s even odds that she’ll either take him up on it for a one-night stand just for the sheer hell of it, invite him to share a bed with her and Cesare, or let Cesare tell him in incruciating detail why hitting on Lucrezia is a Very Bad Idea.)
(And depending on what Tony has or has not figured out about them, that could be all sorts of entertaining.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:18 AM

(Like, the threesome thing would be a thing he says yes to on principle.)
(But also Laila has a dragons sense of Honor and Loyalty.)
(Micheletto, Cesare, and Lucrezia offered her shelter when she was hunted by those she should have no reason to fear. She was forcibly altered by an alien device, infused with said alien device and placed in a position where she has to figure out how to end an intergalactic war, she has a decentralized conciousness for fucks sakes. The fact that they took her in and offered her haven? Very soon they will have her loyalty.)
(And when they have that? The world could burn at their whim.)
(Also how old was Micheletto when he was doing all that?)

morgynleri-Today at 12:23 AM

(Somewhere in the vicinity of 28, I think, when he took up service with Cesare. 31 when Lucrezia was 17. Give or take a year, since he has less certainty of when his birth happened than Cesare or Lucrezia.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:24 AM

(Meeps. I was expecting like 22-24. Okay that explains some things.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:26 AM

(Yeah. Micheletto reads to me as considerably older than the Borgia siblings. I don’t know if the show meant for him to be, or if the RL person/people he was based on were that much separated in age from Cesare, but. shrugs)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:26 AM

(Huh, makes sense though. They DO need a keeper.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:27 AM

(SO MUCH. Gods. Without a keeper, they’d probably have gotten themselves killed.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:27 AM

(I just don’t think that giving him the responsibility of an elder sibling like that was smart on the part of the Pope, without backup he’s just.)
(Laila IS a robot and has more dynamic expressions than he does XD. She wants to poke him to make him giggle and just PERSON for a bit instead of robot at everyone. )

morgynleri-Today at 12:30 AM

(Micheletto chose to take it on, and works for Cesare from the time Cesare recruits him in the kitchen of Cardinal Orsini’s palace when Orsini had hired Micheletto to poison the newly-elected Pope and Cesare both. And getting Micheletto to the point he expresses emotions like a human person… I’m not sure what that’s going to take, because the closest the man has come is when he was handed the baby by Lucrezia, and he was visibly startled for a split second, and when he found a bed partner he found in Milan had followed him to Rome, and he decided to keep him.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:35 AM

(Nawwww.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:37 AM

(Said bed partner was an enemy spy, and ended up dead once Micheletto found out, or so indicate the summaries for the last three episodes.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:38 AM

(Noooooo why do you do this to him you people are MEAN he deserves nice things.)
(Also he’s not allowed to be around Bucky for any length of time unsupervised because trading notes would turn into making out and while pretty, would be a disaster to everyone but Lucrezia.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:40 AM

(giggles Either making out or a body count.)
(Or both.)
(Because, yeah, Bucky is definitely Micheletto’s type.)

theotherguysride-Today at 12:44 AM

(Death from on high?)
(Or big doe eyes and scruffy hair and strong shoulders?)
(Ohshit.)
(Hawkeye ships it.)

morgynleri-Today at 12:46 AM

(Tall, dark hair, athletic. Not as curly as Micheletto’s usual bed partners, but still. And Clint would so ship it.)


…. I do not need more plot bunnies. I don’t. I. *thumps head on desk* Fuck.

Someone tell me it’s a bad idea to have the immortal* gay pet assassin meet the traumatized mind-fucked assassin who is probably a little less immortal? Or to let Tony Stark anywhere near either Lucrezia or Cesare Borgia, much less both?

*Because I can. And because it’s fun to play with functional immortality.

Bedtime, 26 June 17

Time to go fall over and get some sleep. Also, today has had my brain hopping through three different fandoms, and muses and plot bunnies trying for my attention, and thank you, @poplitealqueen, for the very pretty pictures of Bucky, because damnit, now I have to figure out which MCU AU to poke at when I get up. (Ofinn Börn, Heroes Are Villains, Holding Onto Each Other, Red Snows and Winter Winds, One Night In Moscow, Fosterfar, Masters of Light and Darkness… or something new, or one of the stories that doesn’t have a named AU)

Hugs for everyone, and I hope y’all sleep well when you get there!

Bedtime 30 Mar 17

I should go to bed.

I, however, have a plot bunny running in circles in my head and not letting me write it. Or rather, it’s the continuation of a plot bunny, it has latched onto part of a song, and if it would hold still long enough, I could at least scribble down a rough sketch of what the fuck is happening next after the current 11.6k. Maybe figure out how this is supposed to become the triad it was envisioned as, and how it gets from this mess to the drabble “Muse”, to the snippet/scene thing that is “So long ago as to be mythological”.

*pokes muses and plot bunny with sticks* I want the rest of the story, you little shits. Not this sense of there’s more there, but the shape of what’s there.

(And eventually the whole thing is going to have to be turned over to a beta reader and polished up, because I’m still insanely fond of it, pain in the ass though it’s being.)

Anyway.

Hugs for everyone, and I hope you sleep well when you get there!

*sighs*

I got the movie for the nostalgia value. I watched it yesterday for the quippy lines, baby Chris O’Donnell, pretty men, and Tim Curry being a fantastic villain.

NOT FOR A FUCKING PLOT BUNNY.

*thumps head on nearest wall* It’s an early 90s swashbuckling film loosely based on a book that doesn’t take itself too seriously, has the only instance of one particular actor I even care about, is the movie that convinced ten year old me that men look fantastic in long hair and Chris O’Donnell should always have long curly hair (ok, he looks fine with shorter hair now, but still-baby-Chris looked wrong with short hair in the only other movie I’ve actually watched him in, and fuck if I can remember what it was other than a Batman movie).

Anyway. It’s not supposed to spawn a plot bunny with a cranky not-really-a-fae, but be equally careful about entering deals with her, because gods-touched immortal beings who aren’t exactly meant to be fully part of the world any more aren’t playing by mortal rules either. Just the ones they’ve learned to live with. (Because I know what I’m doing when writing with deities, and I’m particular about which ones I’ll offer stories up to.)

And it’s not supposed to make me contemplate an AU for a movie that is already an AU of a book. If I end up with more than a single story out of this, I’m…. actually, I don’t know what I’m going to do. Probably scream into a pillow.

Star Trek: DS9: Children of the Order

This part is also known as: Morgyn tries very hard not to thump their head against a wall because this is not their usual mode of thought.

And this AU finally has a name! (Name is subject to change, because I’m not entirely sure I’m happy with it, but it’s better than a lack of title at the moment.)


Fandom: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
AU: NOS
Word Count: 956 (8719)

Characters: Elim Garak, Nadya Gennel

Warnings: Choose Not to Warn

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | more to come

Garak and Nadya have two conversations at the same time.


Garak looks up when the door to his shop opens, a genial and utterly insincere smile on his face out of habit even before he sees the person stepping inside. “Gul Gennel, what brings you to my shop?”

“I heard there was a Cardassian tailor on the station.” Gennel glances at him a moment before she turns to the displayed dresses, ostensibly looking them over. “I had wondered what you had done with yourself, Garak, since you’d gotten yourself exiled.”

“It’s not entirely horrible.” The lie is easy and bitter in his mouth, though Garak refuses to admit just how much he wants to go home. Gennel doesn’t have the means to defy Tain and the Order over his exile, even if she can clearly exert enough influence to bring her own son home.

Gennel lets out a brief chuckle, glancing at him again with amusement brightening her eyes. “Except for the cold, the bright light, and the lack of suitable conversation partners.”

Garak tilts his head in acknowledgement, carefully hiding his curiosity, for all that he wants to know the answer to his original question. Watching as Gennel inspects each dress and suit.

“If you’re searching for new clothes, I’m sure there are tailors back on Cardassia who are more familiar with the current fashions.”

“If I were looking for current fashions, it would be best to wait.” Gennel fingers the material on another dress. “Fashions change all the time. I prefer something that lasts longer than fashion.”

Intriguing, and perhaps to be expected. Someone who lasts as long as they do in the Obsidian Order has to be able to change with the whims of the head of the Order and of the leaders of Central Command.

“What did you have in mind? Not something too risque, I hope.”

“Would I be wearing this if I sought something entirely out of style?” Gennel moves to the next stand, and the suit on it. “Something a little more daring than traditional, perhaps, but I’ve been known to be eccentric from time to time.”

Garak narrows his eyes slightly, watching Gennel for a moment. “Perhaps something with a small human influence?”

“Now, let’s not be too brash.” Gennel turns from the mannequins, coming over to his table, studying the dress he has laid out on it. “Perhaps something with a tiny bit of Bajoran in the decoration. A token nod, nothing more.”

“Did you have a particular sort of Bajoran influence in mind? They have several distinct styles, I wouldn’t want to chose the wrong one.”

“I hear the styles out of the Dakhur province are sufficiently subtle not to offend, at least not now. A very contemporary style from them, nothing too old.” Gennel pauses, reaching out to finger the dress on the table. “Perhaps some fabric from there, if the styles are still a little too radical.”

“They do produce some very sturdy fabrics in Dakhur province. Perhaps why their fashions tend to remain more radical than most are comfortable with.” Garak carefully begins to fold the dress to set it aside. “I think perhaps one of their warmer fabrics. Something with a bit of red?”

“Perhaps. I’m hoping that they have something a little more gray, perhaps something that tends toward black. I don’t look my best in reds.” Gennel rests her hands on the edge of the table, watching him. “If there is nothing available save in red, then by all means. I can always wear it at home.”

Garak tilts his head, his smile this time more genuine than the one he’d given Gennel when she came in. This should be an interesting project, and perhaps one that will give him a chance to get home, should nothing go wrong.

“When did you want it finished?”

“I thought perhaps in time for my retirement.” Gennel gives him a small smile. “Plenty of time to finish it, I should hope.”

“So long as I am not making it for your funeral.” It will take quite a while for the project to be finished, if it can be done at all, but it’s an interesting challenge.

“If I wanted a funeral, I’d keep the uniform and the rank that goes with it. I don’t think it suits me, though. Too constricting.” Gennel shakes her head slightly. “I don’t intend to die before I retire.”

“No one ever does.” Garak moves the folded dress under the table, bringing out a padd with his other project on it, leaving it where Gennel can see it. “Did you want anything else made?”

“Perhaps. You made a fine suit for my son once. He could use a new one, and red suits him far better than I.” Gennel lets her gaze drift to the padd he’d left out. “You’ll have to ask him what sort of cut he’s looking for. I’ll make sure you have suitable codes to reach him.”

“Of course.” Garak smiles once more. “I am flattered by your business, and that of your son.”

Gennel chuckles, glancing at the table a moment. “You do good work, Garak. It’s a pity it was unappreciated at home.” She pauses, turning the padd with the entry Sisko wanted translated toward her. “A copy of a new book?”

“Unfortunately. Commander Sisko was unwilling to part with the original. Do you know the author?”

“I might. I wouldn’t trust the Commander’s copy to be the original. The author is not in the habit of letting them out of his possession.”

Gennel pushes the padd back to Garak, nodding a wordless farewell before she turns on her heel to leave.

Garak keeps silent until the door shuts behind her, amusement bubbling up in his chest. “This should be very entertaining.”

Star Trek: DS9: AU NOS

morgynleri:

Fandom: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
AU: NOS
Word Count: 1420 (6350)

Characters: Julian Bashir, Kira Nerys, Jadzia Dax, Odo, Nadya Gennel

Warnings: Choose Not to Warn

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | more to come

The exchange is set, and Kira talks to Julian, though it doesn’t help her figure out what she’s feeling.


Kira paces the strip of floor around the center console of Ops, waiting for for a message from either the Council of Ministers or from the Cardassian ship that still hangs in space a few hundred kilometers off the station. She hates feeling helpless, knowing she’s done all she can, and all there is left is waiting. It had been a horrible feeling in the Resistance, and it’s worse now, when she doesn’t even have the knowledge that at the end of the waiting, there will be a concrete action.

“Incoming transmission, Major.” Dax smiles at Kira briefly, an attempt to relieve the tension that’s been building in Ops all shift. “The Prakesh, Gul Gennel would like to speak to you.”

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replied to your post “Brain, can we please maybe save the frustration for things actually…”

So, I don’t know if this will help for you but it helped me. Physically yell at your depression and tell it to fuck off. As loudly as you can get away with.

If that doesn’t work, than know that I adore you and if you need to talk I’m around.

Yelling isn’t an option, more for my own anxiety/probable PTSD than because of other people. I do find that saying something, even if all I’m doing is grumbling into the void of the internet, does help, at least a little.

Right now, there is also hot ramen with extra ginger to help encourage whatever is trying to inhabit my respiratory tract to fuck off, plenty of water, and attempts to figure out what Julian is up to in my raised-by-the-Obsidian-Order AU, because so far I’m not entirely sure it’s going to add up to a plot.

(Other than Julian has decided that he’s going to keep two Obsidian Order spies, two Bajoran ex-resistance cell members, one half-Cardassian teenager, and possibly a handful of Starfleet officers. They’re his, they chose him, he’ll keep them, thank you, yes he knows they have jobs to do, they can do them, that’s awesome, they’re still his, and name a god to fail to help you if you hurt them.)

Also, thank you. I’m sitting here grinning because compliments and talking, and it’s an awesome reinforcement that my brain is lying to me a lot. 🙂